this might be the time to ask the universe for some help again, like i did almost two years ago.
what makes me so scared and anxious? what makes my heart rate so rapid? what went wrong?
i want to be strong, i want to be made of steel, i want to show myself i can. i can i can i can. i can be an artist, i can be alone, i can make great things. why is this so hard to believe in?